Elimination

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

I wasn't expecting to have to say a few words about anyone this early in the process. It's one of the reasons why it was set up that way. Because I didn't want to say goodbye to any of them, and knew that this way we'd have just a little bit longer.

Sadly that was not the case.

I don't want to say goodbye to any of them, and I certainly wasn't prepared to say goodbye to kittenboo. She did take a lot of risks with entries this round, but I thought most of them ended up paying off for her in a creative sense. She stretched out her winds, and what beautiful yet powerful wings they were.

I may have said this before - but I'll say it again. In one of the earliest weeks (2 or 3) I had a dream where I saw the finalists. It kind of confused me because I wasn't quite sure *how* they would get there, but there was something that told me that they would. kittenboo was one of those two. Not sure that I had talked to her much up to that point. I did afterward though, and I'm really glad that I did.

I always say this wrong, and I hope people will FINALLY get what I'm saying when I point out that she *could* have rested on her FL. She could have rested on the fact that her husband has done quite well for himself. Had she done this, she still would have done quite well.

She didn't though. She took the hard road and did it herself. She did it FOR herself I can't begin to tell you the amount of respect she has from me from that one little decision. (not sure that actually *means* anything, having respect from me... but there it is anyway!*g*)

I can easily say that she's one of the most improved writers from start to finish who have been in this season, and has one of the best heads for the various aspects of the game that I have ever come across.

Her writing still very much has it's raw edges. Which is what gives it so much power when it connects.

Anyone who has the courage to enter Idol *at all* is a winner in my book. The ones who can make it far into the process are absolutely amazing.

To make it to the Final Four out of *155* contestants. I don't think you can call anyone who does that anything short of remarkable.

Thank you kittenboo, Heather, for a fantastic run and letting us share in a part of your continuing journey. Thank you.

Comments

[kittenboo.livejournal.com]

Thank you Gary.

I made a post in my journal but I did want to say something else. I really did get what I needed out of this contest. I joined because I was missing something. I joined because there was something wrong and I didn't know how to fix it. And I started writing again, something I had stopped doing years ago. And I talked about things that have been buried and forgotten. And probably sometime soon after the gatekeeper post I realized I had gotten everything I needed from the contest. However further i got was bonus, whatever number I ended up being was fine, because what I needed, the things I needed to hear myself say, were already said.

[superhappytime.livejournal.com]

Dude, you're supposed to mention this stuff BEFORE the vote...and it's supposed to be to the tune of "But I have NOT quite got what I needed out of this...and the haters want to stop me...they've backstabbed all along the way. They will stop at nothing. I can't believe what lengths they go to."

And then you'll get a bunch of extra votes.

Obviously, you are not the master strategy expert we thought you were.....

Also, people who don't win are supposed to be bitter and insist that they'll never come back, because they were obviously cheated by someone and something and it's all Gary's fault.

[kittenboo.livejournal.com]

or I could have just posted a lot of sex talk or about how hard my life is or how winning this thing would be the only bright spot in my pitiful existence or I could have bribed people with naked pictures of myself, the possibilities were endless...

but you know I guess I chose the high road this one time, or maybe I was just up late snuggling with my husband watching a movie, falling asleep on the couch, and having such a wonderful evening I was just not interested in cracking open the computer to posting a vote reminder.

[superhappytime.livejournal.com]

Damn, it feels good to be a gangsta.

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

Everything is my fault. You should know that by now.*g*

That said, on the backstabbing bit, people are going to vote how they are going to vote. I've said it all along. They are going to like each other/not like each other- friendships are going to grow or break apart in the process. And heck, people *have* gotten together in hopes of bettering their chance in the process. Of course they have.

You either own your experience or you don't. A lot of people don't, for various reasons. (Which is usually the ones who *are* bitter)

As I said to someone ages ago (or so it seems) it's more important to stand FOR someone than AGAINST someone. So yeah, when people go off on a specific person it's assine. You don't have to like each other, you DO have to be respectful to each other. You know?
It just seems to be a complete waste of energy to be focused on who people don't like instead of them focusing on who they do - and I've seen a tremendous amount of energy wasted over the last couple of months.

heh, sorry... apparently I had a left over rant in there and it was looking for a place to come out.*g*

[kittenboo.livejournal.com]

assine

making up your own words now are you

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

heh, apparently so!!! I'm just glad that I can still string two words together at this point!!!*G*

gun.tree.go!!!!

[superhappytime.livejournal.com]

Maybe you need to create a new icon? An "It's all my fault" icon!

And then give your phone number so the crazies can call your ass...

Sometimes I've played Spades on the internet...as with this experience, the one thing I come away with is that people on the internet are MOTHER FUCKING ANGRY.

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

People know even without an icon.*g*

Heh, too late for that. Some of them already have it!

People can be angry, happy, superhappy, stupid, bitter, butter, better at various times and in various places. They're people.*shrugs*

[boundfate.livejournal.com]

Haha - OMG the cards players on the internet are insane. I have never met so angry a bunch as when I tried to play as an unrated player in yahoo hearts.

[superhappytime.livejournal.com]

I love when they say "fast game please" or keep telling people to hurry up...I always shoot back "you gotta hot date or something?" I mean, if you're playing spades on the internet at 3 a.m. on Friday night, chances are you've got some time on your hands....

[boundfate.livejournal.com]

*grins* This is really bad, but once when one person was particularly nasty to me I switched accounts and got my BF of the time to log on as well. It took a while but we ended up in the same game and proceeded to kick their tail because we were in the same place and could talk to each other about our cards.

I feel bad for the random partner, but OMG being cussed out for wanting to play cards is NOT o.k. and it was nice to see their rating drop those few points.

[superhappytime.livejournal.com]

I have no idea how people get that angry on there...what are they like in real life?

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

Thanks Gary.

Aretha Franklin is singing in my head now.

"R.E.S.P.E.C.T... Find out what it means to me."

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

I love hearing that. I'm glad that you were able to use this experience for something that wonderful.