LJ Idol Presents:

And I shouldn't like polls,because I am addicted to checking them. Why? Because I am so freeeeking insecure, and I am convinced that I'm going home every single week. And no matter how well it looks on the polls until Gary posts the outcome and I don't see my name on it I am a pain in my own neck.

I have heard about the cliques. I didn't realize the extent of their machinations (sorry, it's my favorite word right now). And that's sad. But as Gary has pointed out many times this used to be a very different game.

I'm like you. I'd rather be about the supporting and cheering than the actual voting. It's what I love about the Idol experience. But I get that it's a big part of the game.

And I SO don't think what you've written here will affect your votes because it won't affect your writing and your writing is so good. *Hugs* <3