Green Room - Week 8 - Day 2

[clauderainsrm.livejournal.com]

"I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know we'll be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination"

Or in my case (well, our case) wedding details.

When we first set this thing up - in those forgot days of yore (what? a week ago? Week and a half? something like that) we were just going to show up, get married, and then go get dinner.

Then people wanted to come... and we thought "we should have a cake".

In the process of getting a cake, the woman in charge of catering started getting in our heads that "people might expect food". Which is something we didn't think about - because they are going to a movie where we just happen to be getting married... and so the discussions into the night, with neither of us able to fall asleep.

Only one week to go...

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[banana-galaxy.livejournal.com]

Last night I was kinda kept up because on my way home from rehearsal on BART, I was riding with the guy in my troupe whom I wrote about a couple topics ago, who I'd previously been attracted to. And our conversation moved onto the topic of the conversation I'd written about, I think through his prompting, because I was teasing him about getting nipple rings, or something like that. I certainly didn't want to talk about my prior attraction to him again. Because then things got awkward and there were things we were both not saying, but he came out and told me he thought he'd been more awkward around me since that conversation, and I hadn't really noticed. Whereas in my mind I was more concerned about that dream I had about him, and the fact I'd written about it without telling him. I was going to tell him the specifics of the dream, but then it was his stop, so I didn't. I ended up messaging him later to reassure him that I didn't want any kind of sexual relationship with him, but that I like the jokey flirting stuff. What kept me up was the worry that I've been making him uncomfortable with it. Guh!

I already posted my entry yesterday. I had a couple of ideas right off the bat, but the one I posted spoke to me more, because it's been on my mind a bit. It feels good to have it out of the way, so I can focus on finishing reading 1984 before I have to return it to the library in a week. And then after that, I'll be off to Seattle for a few days! Anyone here in Seattle?