Tribal Council - 1
Oct. 28th, 2020 10:33 pmCome on in and grab your torch and approach the flame.

In this game, fire represents life. When your fire’s gone, so are you.

So, Asaga. I’ve got to admit, I’m surprised to see you here at the first tribal council. On paper, people would look at the people on your tribe and think, “That’s a powerhouse, they might run the tables.” But here we are. You weren’t just beat by a little bit. They were lighting their torches before you rounded that last corner.
Is there anyone here willing to say “I feel comfortable” in their position tonight?

What about your actual entries? Where do you think you were especially successful and where did you struggle? Did you learn anything from reading what everyone else put out this week - especially Luzon - and how is that going to impact your work moving forward?
wolfden - You not only decided to write this week, you chose to write about your experience on Exile Island. What was behind that decision? Do you think it captured the emotions you were feeling out there?
minikin25- What does that mean to you for people to talk about how much they connected with your description of “The Blah?” Do you think that you were hurt by actually mentioning the prompt itself in your entry? Was there a better way to weave it in?
bsgsix - Was there a strategy to what you decided to write this week? How much does that play into it? You changed the ending to something more dramatic, but do you think this was a good entry point for people to learn more about you? How important is it for you to weave your personal narrative into the fabric of work?
jenwithapen - You didn’t end up producing anything this week. But how involved with you with the group’s brainstorming before you had to step away? Did you have anything specific in mind that you had wanted to write this week?
lawchicky819 - Given the results, do you wish you’d spent more time chatting about scouting? What sort of practical skills are you bringing to this tribe? Does having kids involved in so many different activities actually end up helping you when dealing with your tribemates?
eeyore_grrl- How important is it for you to include a recording of you reading your poetry? How much does that factor into your process? Other contestants are trying their hands at the form, but this is your wheelhouse. How do you think others did with it and can you offer any pointers? Your search for warmth has led you here - in front of the roaring fire at tribal council - where, as you said, fire is your life. Under those circumstances, do you wish you’d gone with different imagery?
gunwithoutmusic - What can you take from your hiking experience that translates to playing Survivor? You are another one who posts a clip of you reading your work - how much do you think that helps people connect to your work? Do you think the “don’t tell me how to live my life” reflective attitude is something that might get you in trouble when it comes to playing this game?
halfshellvenus - You offered choices in your poem - but your own choice was going with the non-fiction or the poem. Do you think that you made the right one, or do you end up second guessing? What spark do you think Asaga needs to end this particular night and come out stronger?
impoetry - Skipper, what sort of “stupid stuff” do you have planned for this season? What made you choose to go with poetry and why tell this particular story? Is it because it’s fresh and you needed to get it out, or is there a relatability factor? A little of both?
megatronix - What sort of interaction was there between your tribe about the prompt this week? Did you solicit advice? What choices do you think await Asaga in the near future and do you think the tribe, as a whole, will be able to choose the correct path? Whose voice do you hope to hear calling Asaga back to life?
The experience of Tribal Council comes is always an unique one. But never more that the first one. You're learning about each other, and the game itself. You are trying to figure out who you can trust, and to what extent. To make things more intense, you are doing it in public. In front of the other tribe, and the greater DW community. This is something regular Survivors don't have to content with.
There is also the matter of the extra person here at tribal. Usually, when someone is joining - the replace the member who has just left. In this case though, she's sitting with you. What do you think that means, and how does that impact how you approach this vote?
wolfden - When you left for Exile Island, I handed you an envelope. Has anyone been asking you about it? When you got back, did you suddenly have lots of friends? Or was there tension?
megatronix - Has there been a lot of talk about that envelope and what it might mean for this tribal council?
lawchicky819 - In a standard Survivor game, you vote people out and they go away. But with Edge of Extinction, someone you send out of the game might very well come back at the Merge. Beyond that, whoever you get rid of is still going to have the ability to vote in the Immunity Challenges. That changes the game. How does that factor into your decision making and how you go about voting people out?
jenwithapen Someone has to go. How would you feel if it was you tonight?
halfshellvenus - As you said, this isn’t a regular elimination. You are going to play a hand in someone going home this week. You are voting someone out of this tribe. How does this play out in your head and what are you going to use to help you make this decision?
bsgsix - Fairness is something that has been brought up already several times in this tribal council. What role do you think “fairness” plays in the game of Survivor? How is this game different from how you would live outside of the game, is that something you can even separate?
Eeyore_grrl - You’ve indicated that you are scrambling to learn things about your tribemates. What have you learned that might be helpful in forming those bonds? How big of a factor is this week’s vote in helping to forge those bonds?
Minikin25 - Do you think this elimination is going to make the tribe stronger in the long run?
Gunwithoutmusic - You’re on record as saying your two favorite Survivor players are Sandra and Pavarti. Both of those women have reputations that have been misrepresented by Probst and repeated by fans over the years. Sandra’s game has always been more than “anybody but me” and Parvat’s game is much more than “flirting.” Both are actually quite social, but loyal to a core group of people.They stay that way as long as those bonds hold. Have you found that core group of people or are you still in the discovery process?
Impoetry - Skip, you get the final word. In your years of experience going in circles, what do you think it’s going to take to steer Asaga in the right direction? Is this tribal council the Inspiration Falls you need to go deep into this game?
The vote is taking place later today. I’ll give you the details in a post when it’s time.



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Date: 2020-10-29 09:38 am (UTC)I think you were heavily underestimated. I loved your piece this week, I loved that you submitted something even though you didn't have to (it shows your commitment to the game), and I'm really glad to have you on our team. :)
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Date: 2020-10-29 09:33 am (UTC)Of course coming to Tribal Council is a horrible thing. No one wants to be here. But yes, we do have the advantage of getting to experience Tribal and how this really solidifies the game for us. We also have the advantage of gaining
As far as relationships go, I don't know. I think most of us (in both tribes) came into this with existing relationships of some form, so it's something to think about, where all of the relationships are and how that will affect the vote. We're all still in the "getting to know each other" stage, but that doesn't mean that some members haven't already gotten together, or are at least thinking about it.
Honestly, it's scary being here. As you said, I had a good performance in the challenge, and we have what I consider to be an obvious vote this time around, so I should be fine. But I really have no idea what everyone else is thinking.
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Regarding the general question about our entries as a whole, I will say that I think that Asaga had rock-solid entries for the most part, and I think what really put us behind was just the votes. I'm not seeing any particular trend from Luzon that gave their specific entries an edge, not gonna lie. All we can do at this point is gather ourselves up and continue putting out the best work that we can.
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What can you take from your hiking experience that translates to playing Survivor? You are another one who posts a clip of you reading your work - how much do you think that helps people connect to your work? Do you think the “don’t tell me how to live my life” reflective attitude is something that might get you in trouble when it comes to playing this game?
*laughs* Will my "don't tell me how to live my life" attitude get me in trouble in this game? Maybe. Right now we're all working well as a team, and I hope to continue that momentum going forward, and that we can stay Asaga strong through these challenges. As for my hiking experience translating to Survivor, well, I can definitely say that I've learned to push past my perceived limits through those physical challenges, and I can apply that thinking to my Survivor play. The fact of the matter is that phoned-in challenge entries are not how to win this game, so I have to make sure that I am stepping up and pushing myself as far as I can if I want to continue.
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Regarding your general question on Tribal Council and having the new member join us for Tribal, I think it's something that we weren't expected. We were, of course, expecting to get
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You’re on record as saying your two favorite Survivor players are Sandra and Pavarti. Both of those women have reputations that have been misrepresented by Probst and repeated by fans over the years. Sandra’s game has always been more than “anybody but me” and Parvat’s game is much more than “flirting.” Both are actually quite social, but loyal to a core group of people.They stay that way as long as those bonds hold. Have you found that core group of people or are you still in the discovery process?
I am absolutely a fan of both Sandra and Parvati. And anyone who thinks Sandra won twice entirely on "as long as it's not me" is not paying attention. And anyone who thinks Parvati consistently got to the end of the game on "flirting" is not paying attention. They are both smart players who know how to work within their alliances and know how to both be loyal and keep people loyal, and that is paramount. I've also said before that I'm more of a fan of analytical gameplay over social gameplay when it comes to Survivor, and that's true; however, this particular game we're playing right now almost by necessity requires a strong social game, and I hope that I am able to navigate through this game keeping that in mind.
Right now, my "core group of people" is absolutely my tribe. I have everyone's back, and I hope they have mine, to the extent that we can in a game like this. Will we see alliances and voting blocs emerge later in the game? I'm sure we will; it wouldn't be Survivor otherwise. But, while it's never too early to start getting your "game" in order and think about these sorts of things, it's also easy to go too hard in the early game and lose sight of what we need to be doing right now, which is winning challenges and staying strong as a tribe. The last thing we need is any sort of paranoia or in-fighting if we hope to stay alive in this game.
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Date: 2020-10-29 12:21 pm (UTC)----------------
Honesty, I think it hinders me. I don't know the other players nearly as well as they know each other and I'm guessing it's the same the other way around. I'm scrambling to read and learn things about my teammates (and the other team) while they still feel fairly comfortable in this knowledge of each other.
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Date: 2020-10-29 12:38 pm (UTC)But at the same time, being more "unknown" than some of the other contestants I think could work to your favor - you're kind of like a "free agent" in some ways by not having as many existing ties, and that's not a bad position to be in. ;)
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Date: 2020-10-29 04:40 pm (UTC)Oh, you think that was about my experience on Exile Island. It wasn’t necessarily about Exile. I can see why it applies to Exile but to me it is more broadly about life. I am a survivor. I do think that it captured my feelings about being sent to Exile Island pretty well.
When you left for Exile Island, I handed you an envelope. Has anyone been asking you about it? When you got back, did you suddenly have lots of friends? Or was there tension?
I think at least Gunswithoutmusic is curious about the envelope and aware that I will have some impact on the game. So far no one has asked. I feel like the Tribe has been welcoming but I also think there’s some tension. I’m sure they don’t want to be at Tribal and I’m sure it’s hard to lose a member and get an unknown. We will see how things go from here.
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Date: 2020-10-30 01:00 am (UTC)And I think some of the team members were also "unknowns" to each other before now, so that shouldn't be a problem. I feel lucky in that I know all of the people playing this round, but I know some much better than others (both as writers and as people).
I know less about you as a person (along with one of the members of Luzon) than the other people on our team, but Gary seems to think we're birthday twins. Was your birthday also on the 19th?
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Date: 2020-10-29 05:25 pm (UTC)megatronix - Has there been a lot of talk about that envelope and what it might mean for this tribal council?
No, not really, which is kind of funny now that I think of it. What's going on in that envelope??
megatronix - What sort of interaction was there between your tribe about the prompt this week? Did you solicit advice? What choices do you think await Asaga in the near future and do you think the tribe, as a whole, will be able to choose the correct path? Whose voice do you hope to hear calling Asaga back to life?
Our tribe had a few discussions, a few bouncing around of ideas. I think there's a good support system, and people who are able to give honest feedback in productive and encouraging ways. I have no idea what all may await us, but I know we've got a good group, so I think we'll do fine going forward, and are glad to lean on one another when needed. Hopefully it'll be your voice calling us back to life by announcing us as winner of the next round!! :D
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Date: 2020-10-29 06:37 pm (UTC)The poem was short, as poems tend to be, and I always worry that voters undervalue poetry because it may seem like less work. I think it was a good poem, though, and all-too-relatable for many of us.
The non-fiction story was 1300+ lines, with a clear arc, so the work would have been obvious. It was primarily humorous, though, in a week where both the fiction and non-fiction entries tended to be darker or at least invoked pangs. It might have felt like the "wrong" fit for the mood most people seemed to be in.
I posted the non-fiction entry for Asaga to look at, and included the poem in a team post asking for feedback. The fact that I even did that shows I was already kind of leaning toward the poem-- I'd spent the weekend and much of Monday on the other entry and had fully intended to commit to it, but I found myself wondering if the poem wasn't the more striking of the two. gunswithoutmusic replied with some really good concrit about the non-fiction piece, and liked the poem better. It was too close to the deadline to hear back from anyone else, but his feedback and my gut were telling me the same thing.
So... \o?
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Date: 2020-10-29 08:16 pm (UTC)Poetry's so hard in Idol - I was almost eliminated over a poem last season, so I know the feeling! I actually used to open an entry, see it was a poem, and immediately go "meh" and close the tab. What a jerk I was! And I missed out on some good work, too!
I think it's true though that a lot of people don't really know how much work writing GOOD poetry can be.
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Date: 2020-10-29 07:03 pm (UTC)Anyhow - to the questions!
1)You had the most votes of anyone on this tribe, this week. Is that a relief because “people would be stupid to get rid of me” or are you exposing yourself early as a potential threat down the road? Is that even a concern this early in the game?
I somehow managed to gather a lot of votes in the first 24 hours, yes. And then, in the next 24 hours, there were only 3-4 more votes. I also watched some votes being taken away, so, I honestly am not a fan of outside voting. I think it should be members-only; then we KNOW people have read the pieces and no one is soliciting friends who may not read the pieces. But I digress - having the most votes makes me feel good because I helped our TEAM. If this were regular Idol, that would just be personal bragging rights (and not something I'd ever address out loud; I feel put on the spot addressing it here). I don't want our team to see me as a threat: all of you, for the most part (we had a few absent members yesterday) spoke to me, and I don't think anyone said, "Damn, you're a threat, and since you could beat me, I should vote you out now." The comments were more, "We need to work together." I'm PROUD to be on a team that thinks like that!
So at this point, no, I'm not overly concerned. I might be voted out due to popularity - I'm not as "known" as some other players. But if our game is about quality, not popularity, then I don't know where that will get me! We'll have to see as the weeks progress, because the answer isn't dependent upon me; it's all about who brings what to the table.
(There is a very obvious reason to vote me out, by the way. But I think I'm the only one who knows it in full - and no, it has nothing to do with health, but with strategy, and maybe only my mind is this calculating about my own work - and if that happens, I'll accept the outcome. I've actually mentioned to this one other player here in passing, but again, I'm not going to influence votes. I will write quality work, to the best of my ability, and try not to see that as a threat, but as a benefit - and view my writing as something I love to do, not a strategic play to hurt anyone on any team. I don't play low like that.)
tl;dr: it's too early, and I'd like to see how next week plays out before I consider ANYONE, even myself, as a threat.
2)Was there a strategy to what you decided to write this week? How much does that play into it? You changed the ending to something more dramatic, but do you think this was a good entry point for people to learn more about you? How important is it for you to weave your personal narrative into the fabric of work?
Those who know me know that I always write nonfiction or creative nonfiction work; my best pieces tell my own weird tales of my own weird life. Deviating from the script *may* happen down the road, but I doubt it. The truth is stranger than fiction, and I like to showcase that. So no, there wasn't a direct strategy; I wrote what I always have in the past, and shared pieces of me that may seem vulnerable, but work well for the prompt. I combined the figurative fire of becoming - from the spark of wanting to learn after amnesia, to sexual fire, to the burning of objects, to the burning of my flesh - to the fictional/metaphorical burning of someone from my past. I obviously didn't literally burn the guy: figuratively, I am burning him out of my brain, because he doesn't deserve to take up space there. So I did deviate from my norm a BIT, by adding in that fiction, but again, I am not allowing him to haunt me, so I stayed honest to the story. It was just a fun ending to write. :)
It's VERY important for people to know who I am via my writing. I lost who I was to a traumatic brain injury with retrograde amnesia on August 24th, 2010. The journey to reclaim myself - and a better version of who I once was, as I read so much about myself that I didn't like from before the brain injury - has been an epic. Sharing that means you know ME. This me. The REAL me. And that matters. I will keep sharing those odd tales - with a twist or not - because I have a ton in my arsenal. It's important for people to know me. That's not because I plan to win; it's because I want to be honest. And how else can I be true to myself without sharing who I am, even if it's in a creative manner?
3)Fairness is something that has been brought up already several times in this tribal council. What role do you think “fairness” plays in the game of Survivor? How is this game different from how you would live outside of the game, is that something you can even separate?
I think it's important to play a fair and honest game. I've made my feelings known to the tribe - and to anyone who asks - that I'm not going to solicit outside votes, except for to people who already have DW or LJ. Going to Twitter, where I have 5,000 followers, and begging them to create a DW to vote for our team? That feels wrong. It's an unfair advantage. In my dream world - and I have said this since I first started playing in 2009 - voting would be for members only. THAT seems fair; they have (most likely) read all 18 entries. Outside voters may NOT. Now, to be fair, my husband voted for me (and I think a few other members of our team? I asked him to do that after reading) - but he read my entry. He read all of Asaga's entries that came in before noon yesterday (which means he read 5 or 6, maybe?). So soliciting a vote from inside my house, where the person has read the entry/entries? Okay. Randomly on Twitter? Doesn't seem fair; 5k people aren't going to read.
I will always choose quality before strategy. I will vote for my team because that is a given; that is my TRIBE. But I won't just vote for friends if I don't like their work or haven't read it; that's wrong. I am here to write and to be kind. I'm not going to play an unfair game. I live my life that way, too, to answer the question: I won't do something that I see as unethical, or unfair to someone else. I would rather sacrifice myself than lie. I'm strategic, and I can be calculating, but I won't be either at the expense of my own integrity. That's true in ALL facets of my life, and I won't change that. I worked hard to become the person I am now. I have spent 10 years relearning who is person even IS. In real life, and for an online game? I am not going to separate the two. If anyone wants honest and fair, they can look no further. Or ask me anything. I'm always going to offer both.
(I have to go do some things today because yesterday was - long. Tribe, you know who my vote is for if I'm not back tonight. I'm going to try to be, but I was here 14 hours yesterday. I cannot do that again. I'm sorry. I did the best I could for all of us, but I am TIRED. It's not fun at this moment. I'll be back for all of us because I won't let anyone down, but I will answer comments/work on voting later. Sending my love to all of you - you are quality people and excellent writers. You know that I don't think we should have been in this position, and I stand by that.) <3
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Date: 2020-10-29 07:33 pm (UTC)I respect your focusing on the work, too. That's also my gameplan right now, and I think (hope) the rest of the tribe is on board, too. All we can do is our best, and try harder next time.
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Date: 2020-10-29 09:04 pm (UTC)Well, we're certainly going to have to laugh at all of the stupid shit outside of our control. You can do your best but the elephant's face falls off, and it's like, "well, can I do?" (You pack your trunk and get out of town).
On a cereal note, I figured challenges would be decided differently than just popularity. Maybe based on time, or least who absolutely had the fewest number of adverbs.
There should also be something to protect the "sanctity" of tribal council. And there should be nap time.
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Date: 2020-10-29 10:06 pm (UTC)I’m always pleased when my writing connects with others, but when I write about me, the best reward is the therapeutic effect of self examination.
My writing style tends towards the declarative and blunt, so if the prompt appears in the entry it’s not unusual.
When reading entries, my favorites are always stories, whether fiction or non. I also have mostly withdrawn from internet social networking, so I’m not surprised to receive fewer votes than many.
As to reflective or creative, that depends solely on the prompt. What’s important to me is that my work has development and direction. That may be a story plot or a personal journey.
But really? Can one truly alienate their point of view from any writing? It’s all personal to me, even if it’s fiction attempting to work out the motivations of “other.”
Gee, this reads as more cerebral than the typical Tribal Councils I’ve seen on screen 😜
Growth is strength. Maybe I’m uncharacteristically serious cause I’ve been reading David Copperfield? Oh yes, I’m sure Asaga will be stronger.
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Date: 2020-10-29 10:09 pm (UTC)So this is where this competition has a whole extra layer of stress involved. Not only are we voting each other out, but we also have to play the popularity game too. This round, I don't think we did the lobbying necessary on social media to get the votes so that we could stay out of tribal council. It's the first time anyone is playing this format, so it's not surprising there's a learning curve. We have a better idea now for next time.
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Date: 2020-10-30 01:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-10-29 10:12 pm (UTC)Honestly, I don't think it was the length of my entry that got me so few votes. Writing a short first entry has been part of my strategy for awhile now.
My practical skills definitely include multi-tasking, but I'm also really knowledgeable about the game of Survivor and its twists and turns. Additionally, I have been known to get along with people of all different ages and backgrounds, so it's easy for me to be a team player.
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Date: 2020-10-29 10:15 pm (UTC)I'm not sure that Edge is going to change the way I vote in this game. I think every one of these writers is strong and could make their way back in! I think my voting strategy has to center around which players I think can help the tribe in the next couple of rounds before some Survivor magic gets us all mixed up again.
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Date: 2020-10-30 01:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-10-30 12:01 am (UTC)Since I'm a writer who works from home, if anything within my family occurs, it's always "Jen's available" no matter what I got going on. ;P I am so glad, on one hand, that my family trusts in me as much as they do, but sometimes it can be a bit much, especially when I have my own things going on, which, despite working from home, I do! I travel a lot for the work I do, I hold gatherings, I volunteer for other things, so! You know! I _do_ have a life.
But, this time, my cousin was sick. He was diagnosed a little more than a week ago with COVID, so the question was, "Will you come stay with him?" This is the tiny boy cousin I hugged so close when he was a kid. We were both from some VERY rough households, both our moms (they're sisters) were violent creatures, and while mine told me I'd never be 'nothin', his was CONSISTENTLY telling him he wasn't doing enough. Despite how much he actually did (which was A LOT).
So, naturally the answer was yes. This meant I had to fly from Austin to the city I was born in. A big enough trek. But he was definitely worth it.
Our first few days were fine. Better than in my mind I had thought. He was kitten weak, but he's also one of the funniest (Gary aside!) people I've ever known and his sense of humor was still very much there! He hadn't really developed the full lung intensity of the situation yet. But it was coming.
I'd told my tribe -- the night I'd had him admitted to the hospital -- that I've never seen someone go downhill so fast. Some know this about me, but some don't. I was an EMT in high school (all 4 years) and then became a paramedic right before I left for college. Over the next five years, I'd run in different capacities, in different cities, with different crews. But that just means that I've been exposed to everything from PCP crazy to farm accident degloving. A pretty wide gamut. So to see him crash so quick. He went from word-salading to hypoxic in like a handful of minutes. He just wasn't getting the O2 he needed, and in hindsight, I would have put an O2 meter on him (these things are like $15 now!), but it didn't even occur to me! (So this is my advice to you! If you know someone with it, order an 02 saturation monitor, preferably one that notifies you if the stats start dropping! You'll spend more for it, but that peace of mind! Dear God!)
Anyway, they admitted him, and about an hour and twenty minutes later, he was on a vent. I was telling my team that hospitals have a rhyme of sorts when patients go on the vent. And it's not a happy one.
This was the the night and day over the same period our entry was due. I had so much of mine written, but just getting it finished, trying to break out of the terrified headspace I was in, and also dealing with making that horrific call to his folks, telling them they'd better get back quick, and calling or emailing everyone else. It was a lot.
Which brings us to now. I love my team. In every single instance, every single one of them said to me, "Don't be silly. Take care of what you got to. We're sending you love and strength." Even risking just flat out losing our first one, I was cared for by them every step of the way.
This, too, meant I couldn't rally anyone for votes, or make any pitches on behalf of my team. I was just down for the count on the entire thing.
So... this is where b) comes in! I am WHOLLY volunteering myself! Whatever I am, tribute or victim or celebrant (LOL!), that is who I am, today! Please, team. Please, Gary. Please, other team. Please please let that be me.
I don't know how long this nightmare over here is going to last, but I told them I'd stick around until I was sure they didn't need me anymore. I've been tested, and while I don't have COVID, there was also an inconclusive test suggesting I might have the antibodies. So, I'm on the block to get tested again tomorrow. I'm just grateful that he's still breathing, and if he comes off the vent, chances are good he'll at least be healthy enough to return home, BUT... as many of you may or may not know, the long term consequences of having COVID definitely sound like there's a price to be paid in having it. Which worries me continually.
Like I said, though, I am more than happy to try and fight my way back into the game. And, this way, if something more comes up (God forbid anything worse!), I won't, again, be holding up the game for my awesome team.
Listen, I have loved Idol and my Idol family for more than 12 years, now! That's a long time to stick by something if you didn't believe in it, and I do. Right now, though, I'll be happy to be marooned on the sidelines, as long as I can stay within the glow of the firelight. The warmth is healing. The love is wealth.
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Date: 2020-10-30 01:28 am (UTC)My thoughts are with you and your family and I hope that everything turns out for the best.
I also hope that we get to see you come back at the merge!
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