LJ Idol Presents:

"You are well passed the usual "breaking points", and it's interesting (from the outside) to see how different people are handling it."

I don't know about the rest of y'all, but I'm handling it with ridiculous amounts of tea. And chocolate. So much chocolate.

Honestly? I'm tired. But I'm stubborn. And I still enjoy having produced something even if I don't really enjoy the process every single time. Looking back and seeing, hey, I wrote this thing! And it's kinda neat! Is nice. I think making the great big table of stuff I've written this season, back when I got eliminated a few weeks ago was a good thing for me. Seeing it all together puts things in perspective.

It's been a long haul. And we're coming up on the end. And as much as I enjoy saying things like "let it end in fiiiiire" (I really like apocalypses, ok? Don't judge me) what I really want is for it to end in smiles, in laughter, and in a helluva good show. I hope we can pull that off. I know I'll try.