LJ Idol Presents:

*HUGS* I'm sorry you're having trouble with the merriment, honey. It's not selfish to want to be your own person and grow into your own life. Not at all. It's something we all have to do at some point and it can be painful and angsty. But it's not selfish at all. I'm sorry that it's making ick in your head though.

I can't wait to see you and hug you again, honey. I hope you enjoy your last few days out there. I know your family loves having you there. I loves you so much. *HUGS*