I have to say I feel the same way about my Idol experience. It really has opened my eyes to many things. I am realizing things about myself and my life that I may not have realized without it. I am making changes in my life too, all because of it. Heck, I am even finally getting the nerve to leave a marriage that I have been unhappy with for a long time because writing here and talking to people has made me realize that I need to get away from the toxicity.

It really is awesome. I have no words for it beyond what you said. I am so happy that it has helped you along your way as well, that's awesome!